even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind
if you show me real love baby
i'll show you mine*

hahas. i just cant get the song out of my mind man. it has been one of my loyal mugging-companion song. you gotta admit paris can sing alright. hahas. damn. its so unfair.

anyway, firstly let me give a grand welcome note to all of you...

WELCOME TO MY BLOG!

errm, okay, not so grand. hahas. anyway, i love this skin. its like, so me. hahas. but i hate the address. i couldnt get misscarol.blogspot.com because there is this whoever who is using it. and she is not even blogging constantly. rawr. wasted. if not my blog could have gotten sexier without that dash at the back of misscarol.

ohwell, anyway, this is like my second blog. my first one was made out of compulsion for my english holiday assignment. hahas. then it rested in peace when school started. then all of a sudden my friends they all are like blogging and they seem to be so passionate about it. so, yeap, here i am to join in the circle! hahas.

sometimes i think blogging is so restricted. i mean, there are just some part of my life that some people should and shouldnt know about. but these few days ive been filled with so much thoughts and i feel like doing verbal diarrhoea on some people but all of them are like buried under their killer textbooks or they just simply couldnt stand me blahblah-ing all day. so i think blogging would do me good and help to reduce my blabber level in school. yeap, vana and bev, i can see you are overjoyed. hahas.

you know i feel like as if i keep ejecting adrenaline into my system these few days. its like today i had my em2 paper at 1030. so im suppose to reach school around 1000. then this morning i was woken up by nam's sms this morning:

"what time are you reaching?"

and sleepy-head-caroline look at the wallclock which she sets half an hour faster for to-make-herself-feel-better-that-she-wakes-up-"later"-than-her-friends-every-morning purpose [at least, thats what i think] and it was 0820 and i had immediate heart palpitation because i thought my paper starts at 0800. then i think again the time is 0750 in reality. but still i was late. then somehow i thought it was saturday. and when i start to get excited just because its saturday, my brain got activated and i manage to digest that my paper starts at 1030. urgh.

and last sunday my alarm didnt ring and it was 0800 that my maid woke me up and i was kinda late for church. and again, yes again, my plan to take public transport had to be terminated.

and yesterday, i thought i lost my ezlink in mcd when its actually in between my math notes inside my bag. ohyea, yesterday went studying with weili, which actually felt more like shopping and make-up workshop to me. hahas. bought new concealer [yes, issac you can use it this sunday], soap and she introduced me to brighter blusher, which makes me feel like i have babboon's-butt face. hahas. but i think its quite nice. then we took 58 home together and waited like years for it because we missed the previous bus right in front of our nose. so yeap, it always gives us the opportunity to snap snap pictures. so here's some shots!

















both pictures are like the same actually. hahas. weili looks so peaceful is the first picture! hahas. but not dead that kind of peaceful la! hahas. and i showed my ear! which i dont usually do. ohcrap. hahas.

there are actually more shots we took but our face look so expanded [read: ugly] in it. and who on earth will pose unpleasant pictures of themselves right. hahas.

ohright. tomorrow is bio prac and i havent memorize any testa or pericarp a seed has. they are only seeds, why must they be so complex. ha.

anyway, time to diffuse into concentrated bio!